So I am sitting in class listening to my teacher talk about who knows what, and I am continually asking myself "Should I be taking notes?". You would think since I am in class I should be, but I am not sure if what he is talking about right now has anything to do with class or if it is just a tangent. Oh, he just tied it into something he wrote on the overhead projector; it must be legit. Damn it! I thought I could blog some more. Well, I should be honest with myself, I am going to keep blogging.
Anyways, so I am having a pretty good day. Lately I have been in the Twilight Zone. I pulled a "poser" all-nighter and then yesterday I slept my life away. And therefore, got nothing accomplished. So now I have to do everything today. F my L. And to top it off, I left my wallet on the bus. AGAIN! I seriously think my life is a broken shoe.... but I am still in a good mood. Oh, and once again I forgot to take my Birth Control on time b/c I was, like I said earlier, sleeping my life away.
Well, its my one year anniversary with my wonderful boyfriend Jason. I am so excited to celebrate, if you know what I mean. LOL. But seriously, I am excited to see him. He's been really great to me, when at times I didn't feel like I had anyone. I get slack for being with him too much, but sometimes my friends don't understand. I need to find a balance between them and him and it's taking me awhile. I am new at it. Before Jason, I never had to divide my time. So of course, I am not going to be perfect at it. And, it hurts my feelings when they get upset with me, because to me, it seems like they don't care about my happiness. And I know that it comes from missing me and missing hanging out with me, but it still hurts. So, I cling to him more. Because he doesn't judge me and he loves me unconditionally. It's nice to feel so loved. And, for this last year I have been made to feel like a princess, when at times I would just like to cry. I thank him for that.
So anways, now that I have that off my chest I guess I should finish up this blog entry. My computer is about to die and I have yet to know what my teacher is talking about. Until next time fellow bloggers! Love You!
this post is super presh.
ReplyDeletei learned in class this week that it is indeed important to please your social network with choosing a partner and then maintaining a balance, but i think that you do a good job. :) and even though i never see you ever i want you to be happy. so like... go ahead and love your little heart out.